The Delvars have a fine old history. We can trace our line back to Revan himself. Revan isn't too happy about this. He doesn't like us very much. I guess I can't blame him. He's very good at holding grudges and I did hurt him pretty badly. Even if I wasn't in my right mind when I did it. I was, however, in his mind. I was him in someways. I'd absorbed a good deal of him though my psychometry. He utterly overwhelmed a lot of the others in my head.
He's amazing. The sheer raw power. The brilliance. The things that he did... dark and light are just unbelievable. But I remember it just as if I did it. I think that's how I scored those hits on him. I used his memories on how to fight. Force knows that I don't have the skill for it.
I'm no Master Jedi or Sith Lord.
I never will be.
I also remember his feelings to Bastilla. She loved him, but she controlled him. He doesn't like that. I can't blame him. Though I don't understand why he blames her child, his child. The baby didn't do anything against him and I thought -think- that children are highly treasured in both Mandalorian and Jedi cultures.
Maybe not Sith.
Still, it doesn't seem fair.
Maybe its because he wishes Trever and I, and the rest of us, were never born.
I wonder, sometimes, if he's a tiny eeny weeny bit jealous of me and Tobias. After all, they were lovers too, when they both were young.
patient: Kale Delvar (Star Wars OC)
partners: Trever Delvar hidden_sith and Tobias Donn force_killer
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Fandom: Star Wars